monday 29 december 2025

its so close to new year, new year new me ? in 2026 i wanna focus on myself and my mental health too, i wanna feel better. i hope everyone tries that honestly. so long you think theres nothing you can do to make yourself feel better no matter how hard you try, i know the feeling. put i dont want my whole life to be this sad, im only sad all the time, i never feel comfortable. but i really do wanna, even just a little calmer. i suffer so much from my bipolar but i just want it to be less harsh on me. i want to be able to do things without feeling like im going to die of anxiety. yeah... that. sorry i didnt write any blog entries, i actually jave a paper diary i write in, so maybe i should reserve this pages for only art related stuff or something